We fought the world for years, after we had our first child, something felt wrong, but I never expected infidelity until my mom called to tell me she saw him in a hotel lobby with a woman half his age. Around three years later, the lack of love was numbing me, then I met someone online; it only started as flirting, sharing photos and laughs then we met a couple of times. A single guy just never feels enough. I have never felt more alone and better off. I am a flirt by nature and have a charming personality. It is expected and sometimes forgivable as we convince ourselves that it is the norm for most of the male gender. I never imagined I would cheat, but we started bonding and I thought I was in love.